Melody of my Life..

VIP.. Not as VI anymore..
disappointed.. this is the only thing i have to say today.. was supposed to have dance practise with VIP.. but wat happen in the end was everyone's not goin.. i mean most of them.. and wat reason they give? -very few ppl go -wanna go shoppin -very sian -very tired.. ya rite.. so i'm not la.. so wat? VIP no longer VI? no longer as important as before? when there's event everyone gets stress and start to worried.. now there's just nice enough time to prac, everyone slack.. wat is this??! i reali dun understand.. tink i reali like to work with new ppl? i DUN OK~! and look at our leader.. did he even ask bout how's our progress? our vice, during meetin, joke joke n joke is al he know.. some of the rest.. never gets to sit down n talk properly.. no wonder VIP's progression is forever so slow.. maybe i'm havin pms now so tend to be more easily-angered but i stil tink this is the fact lo.. i'm sick, having fever n tummy reaction but i stil insist on goin.. i guess i say so much also no use la.. who'll listen? i'm not the leader i'm juz a event co in VIP wat.. small fry i am.. why should i get so agitated.. juz make sure my job is done by gettin events tat's al.. ha~ kinda stupid anyway~ waste my brain cells on this.. maybe i should be like them.. juz hack care everythin.. lead as happily as i wan...