Melody of my Life..

Nv Felt So Pain..
i'm filled with mixed feelings.. i dun wanna say much today juz try to summerised it..

Happy..
happy tat can see him today.. can juz acc him.. and got the one and onli MUACKS from him today.. ONE AND ONLI i mean.. and i'm glad i'm juz me again.. i'm nt affected by anythin else except for the things that're happening now..

Sad..
he nv call me dear it's nothin thou.. no more morning sms.. no more sweet talks from him.. he tinks i'm throwin tantrums AGAIN.. i juz feel not special today.. thot he'll be happy i cook somethin else for him.. but he's not i guess.. and he said this i wont forget "huh thn wat..? see u for 4days thn u cry 4 days continuously?" cos i ask him tml he got proj huh.. and tat's his reply.. this pierce straight into me..

Angry..
he hurt me damn bad.. when he eat the food till so like bein "forced".. maybe not purely him.. even ray n vith thinks the food sux.. so i guess it juz sux.. angry with myself too.. y muz i cook? dun cook thn nothin le wat.. i didnt even have the time to eat and i even scald myself.. but did he care? maybe not.. haix.. heart broken man..

i'm not throwin tantrums.. i'm juz hurt.. he maybe not sensitive enough to know.. but well.. nvm thn.. i also dun wan to add on burden to him.. he's confused enough.. he's loaded enough.. i shall keep quiet from now.. juz be there for him.. always there.. cos i juz love him.. and there's no reason to it.. seein him get injured from al his bikes' stuff reali breaks my heart.. haix.. if onli he knows how to take care of himself.. there's this song.. Xing Fu de Bei Hou.. is exactly my feelin now.. juz be there for him ba.. this may lead to somethin gd that i can learn.. -smile- cos everyday is a new day to learn.. =)

Movie Review..
or should i say tv review? lol~ watch this show dunno title la.. but dman nice.. it's bout a girl who commit suiceide for the guy who bastard her.. thn show how she regretted dying.. wahhhh damn nice.. damn touchin.. when it comes to the family part.. OMG~ i swear i wont commit suicide man~! lol~! the pain the family have to go thru.. in the end she didnt get to reincarnate la cos due to no time and la.. very chim la muz watch thn understand lol~! thn the bastard guy also wanted o die for her.. cos he felt he let her down but she manage to persuade him not to.. it's very spiritual show la.. very unbelievable but nice~! nice nice nice~!!!!