Melody of my Life..

i juz decided to change my skin cos the previous one sucked.. =\ hmm lazy to do a new background as i'm not reali in a stable mood to do anythin now =\ most of u noe la.. i'm goin thru changes now.. dun worry it's not reali cos of wat happened but u noe humans do change n as u grow u'll have times of moodswings n unstablity.. yup.. tat's wat i'm goin thru now.. had it b4 and it sucked but i grow alot.. =) so let's wait for the better xinwei =)

hmm had some thots that i feel like bloggin down.. recently i've been seeing alot of get-together n break-ups =\ a few of my frens are attached now and i'm reali happy for them.. well they've been thru real shits b4 they reali realise wat's the word "cherish" =) hope that they'll reali cherish one another now =)

and as for the berakups.. wahh reali damn shocked.. a fren of mine.. or shud i say a fren's fren breoke up with the bf today =\ they're tgt for like 3years.. OMG.. i reali noe that shits do happen.. loving couples breakin up over some nonsensical stuff.. argh! u ppl juz dunno how to cherish love.. dun fall in love when u dunno how to cherish it.. u'll juz make other ppl havin the wrong idea that "love sucks" love dun sucks ok.. love's the sweetest thing on earth..

i dunno why am i seein so much of these now.. i got these few sentences in my mind..
-love aint love til u give it away.. a bell wont be a bell til someone rings it..-
-expect the most unexpectable-
-true love r hard to comeby.. cherish them when u meet it-
-dun fall in love unless u wan pain-
-love is sweet when it's new.. but sweetest when it's true-

love aint love til u give it away.. a bell wont be a bell til someone rings it..
hmm i saw this somewhere.. rather true to me.. it's like.. love's meant to give to others.. u keep love for wat? for urself to admire at? i dun tink so.. love's meant to make ppl smile.. it's meant to cheer ppl up when they're down.. be it a love for fren, family or that special someone.. i believe when this 3words "i love u" are heard, it sure makes the person feel much better.. so dun be so "niao" can? share the love that u have =)

expect the most unexpectable..
hmm this is rather clear la.. haha.. life's full of shits n golds.. when u're in heaven, prepare to fall rite down to hell anytime.. when u're in hell, be prepaer that someone or somethin might juz bring u outta it one day..

true love r hard to comeby.. cherish them when u meet it..
u never noe who's the true ones.. u nv noe when u'll meet them.. as for me.. i've learn to cherish every single ppl that come into my life.. i dun wanna regret losin them one day.. =\ no no no! it's like.. even someone u hate might e the one that's right for u.. he/she maybe the person that u're gonna live with forever.. so cherish every single one.. n like i've always said.. stop staring at the closed doors! wat if u missed out those that's opened for u? dun regret by thn!

dun fall in love unless u wan pain..
this is abit hard to explain here.. hmm.. my frens n i had a conversation on this thingy.. we came to a conclusion that when u choose to fall in love, it's always a gamble.. it's a risk that u choose to take.. the result maybe u win everythin both sides are happy.. or u loses everythin and hurt both parties.. but if u dun take the risk, how r u gonna find the one? pain is for sure! there's no such thing as a perfect no quarrels no hurts r/s.. it's juz how u're gonna handle it and make things work from there..

love is sweet when it's new.. but sweetest when it's true..
i quoted this from emi's blog.. it did hit my head.. love indeed is very very sweet when it's new.. u get al the lovey dovey stuffs.. sweet smses, sweet talks, nice words, and al sorta assurance.. but tink bout it.. wil it stil be sweet if one day the person dun love u that much? al wil be lies.. thou it may reali be said truly from the heart but it's onli "at that point of time".. it WAS true.. but no longer.. but when it's reali true.. it's the sweetest of all..

was rather shocked when i realised that many were touched by my post ytd.. hmm.. al i can say is i seriously cherish al of those that i mentioned.. emi said "if i dunno u i tink i now rotting on street liao" lol.. that's abit kua zhang la.. but i didnt noe i had such great impact on someone's life =) n er cong.. he send me a sms sayin thanks for everythin.. i tink it's due to the scoutin n al.. and sii.. she said in her blog how touched she were when she read it.. but seriously.. i tink these are the ones whom i've left a impact on n they did leave a impact in me too.. i'm glad that i'm appreciated n i truly wish everyone wil get their fair share of appreciation n that everyone on earth wil find their true frens.. i've found mine.. and i got many!! i'm lucky! i thot i onli got clover as my real true frens.. but this few days i realised a new one.. emi.. =) reali reali grateful.. i'm not gonna waste my time n tears on ppl who dun even treat me as a true fren.. thou i dunno who un treat me as a true fren.. but i believe time'll show.. true frens stays no matter wat.. they're always there.. true frens can do crazy things for u.. u'll nv noe.. =) seriously am in loe with u ppl =)

-cherish is the onli thing i'm gonna emphasied on pls pls pls cherish everythin lil thing tat's ard u u nv noe when u'll lose them-