Melody of my Life..

..ONE LAST CRY..
oh.. and i went thru ALL the sms that he send me.. i mean jon.. =\ well kinda real sweet thou.. i deleted most of them.. from 200over delete til left 50 liddat.. i noe ican let go le.. but my fingers juz aint listenin to me by deletin some of them =\ maybe i'll juz leave it to my next right to delete them haha =\ hais.. went thru al of them.. flashbacks came back.. and al the sweet timesand al the sad stuffs.. everythin juz came back.. but no worries juz missing them nothin else.. dun wan him back n wont wanna go back =) hmm.. when walkin home i view them all.. when i read til the part when we haven got tgt.. but like each other.. oh man.. my tears came =\ accidentally! i dun wanna cry over him anymore.. but i juz couldnt control it.. well i thot to myself.. "ok xinwei.. this is the last time! one last cryandeverythin's seriously OVER" so i cried while walkin home =\ luckily the streets were empty.. if nt ppl sure tink i'm crazy lol! well.. felt gd after the one last cry =) at least i noe everythin's over n done with =) reali glad i'm fine so soon.. and reali glad had al my frens standin by me =) thank u peeps.. u guys are the one i never never wanna lose! =) love u guys lots! *muacks!* oh somethin else to add on.. haha i'm someone's eyecandy wor! wahaha! =p happy =)

ONE LAST CRY..
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry
I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I end my one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
to my last cry.....................................