Melody of my Life..

Outta Place =\
hais today was a real sad day for me.. maybe nt sad.. but lonely i shud say.. early in the morning i woke up to check my JAE postin.. i got into NP dip in IT =\ super sad! i reali lost sia.. i sms clover n bry and a few of my closer frens.. but not in the mood to talk or do anythin.. so i went back to slp.. reali like CUI again lor =
thn woke up at ard 3+ thn went to meet sisi.. we went to o school.. hais another dream shattered.. didnt get to see niunai.. =\ but got to see gin.. she's nice la.. and the studio there's damn power! graffiti wall.. IMAGINE!! OMG! and it's big! nice lightings too! gonna go for the lesson there soon.. =)

thn went to dance at newton.. felt reali left out today.. =\ like.. mikal n shir they al went to toilet w/o waiting for me.. thn at studio i stood in between dion n shir.. thn shir n mikal play like mad but i'm alone.. thn dion n me also no common topic =\ emi's like so far away from me.. hais.. reali sad.. felt damn shitty!

yutaki commented on me again.. as usual "u got the style u got the SEH but u got no strength to bring it thru.." this is like the dunno how many times i hear this la.. but today better he said "butu got improve la.. alot in fact" wahaha! maybe that's the onli thing that made me feel gd ba.. =\ hais sad.. imagine i'm mad til i actually talk to plants =\ regardin my poly thingy la..

oh i'll be appealin on monday.. first thing in the morning goin SP thn NP.. wont give up til the very last day =\.. hais.. feelin damn outta place today.. oh.. i saw someone that reali look like him.. but i dunno he said it's nt him la.. hmm maybe illusion la.. scary! or there's reali one person that look exactly like him.. well.. nvm la.. siao.. so wat? haha =
feel like postin this song.. my feelings.. hais.. a nice song.. but sad.. but abit motivating la.. ok see for urself.. i've posted this song alot of time le.. haha.. but i love it.. and.. everytie i heard this song.. i feel like i'm a shooting star.. =\ no kiddin.. doesnt fit into anywhere.. juz keep travellin n burning as brightly as i can til the day my flame dies off.. in fact sometimes i dun see the destiny in me.. my future.. wat's that? haha.. juz a blur misty view i had.. =\ rather sad thou.. ok i sound like i'm gonna commit suicide soon.. lol! ENOUGH! haha.. enjoy =)

Boyzone-Shooting star..
no one seems to think too much of me here..
and they're glad to tell it to my face..
and that i'm not suppose to be here..
i'm completely out of place..

somehow there has got to be a reason..
even as i try to think it thru..
there's a bolt from the blue..

(chorus)
and i see a shooting star..
set apart from al the rest..
while the other stars are standing stil..
he's on a quest..
everynite this shooting star..
dealts across the twilight sky..
cos he knows he downt quite fit in..
he's longing to know why..

i get so much better when it's nite time..
that's when i can sort of disappear..
when the sun has set it's the rite time..
for pretendin i'm not here..
sometimes i juz stare into the heaven..
wondering if the answer is inside..
that's when i see the light..

(chorus2)
on myself that shooting star..
on it's way to who noes where..
he's the one light al the stars..
but he outshines out there..
and the solitairy star..
is an awful lot like me..
on a ever searchin thru time and space..
for a place that wont seem wrong..
if we both hang on for long enough..
we both soehow are strong enough..
we'll find out where we belong..

everynite this shooting star..
dealts across the twilight sky..
cos he knows he downt quite fit in..
he's longing to know why..