Melody of my Life..

Eyecandies..
i juz came across my frens' bloggy n readsomethin bout eyecandy.. hmm i AGREE to wat she said! never cross the line which is "just to noe his name".. =\ cos when u crossed it, disappointments USUALLY befalls =\ true man! thou i dun have many eyecandies.. in fact i onli had 2.. =\ first is "pinky" the biker thn now.. erm ya him.. =
for pinky, abit disappointed la.. but stil ok.. at least we're fren now lol.. =) i dunno bout these in fact.. hmm.. it's gd to have more frens.. but when u noe someone like ur eyecandy, maybe it's the wrong way to meet new frens.. aiyo.. very complicated issue.. haha =X maybe i shud stick to the rule -onli names were to be known- maybe disappointment wont come.. and i wont get myself into messes like these =
poly's startin n tink i'm goin real mad soon =\ everyone had been tellin me "u sure got attach within 1st 3months de" =\ walao! wat is it man! sound so wrong can? as if i'm reali that despo.. -__- if can i reali reali dun wan! i reali dun wan sia! seeing so many funny stories that happened to my frens or their frens bout BGR in poly life.. walao damn scary can?! =\ OMG pls la.. dun let me fall for anyone le.. =\ had enuff! i wanna shut al doors.. but why always got ppl bang into it de? =\ sian 1/2! RAHHHH! wanna change lock liao =X

anyway was surfing the net and saw alot of nice quotes.. shall paste them here..

**LOVE**

"The meaning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them."
-yeap! i heard this like longggggg ago.. haha.. but this reali stays in me for rather long time.. ppl always say "i like my bf/gf to be blah blah blah" hello! by sayin that u're tryin to create a image urself.. tat's al fake!-

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
-if u dun risk, u got no chance for everythin.. rite? love hurts.. somthin that everyone says.. but when u dun risk to love, how wil u find ur true happiness that leads to forever?-

“A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows. Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, 'cause you love and care for the one you chose.”
-nice poem but dun reali make sense to me =X haha.. i like the last sentence.. it's like when u chose that person, it's a DUH that u wish he/she is the one rite-

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
-*NODS* AGREE!!! if feelings can be control i'll wanna be the first to learn it! =\ at least i wont be so drained out n cried like madness when i got hurt-

**Friends**

"You can gain more friends by being yourself than you can by putting up a front. You can gain more friends by building people up than you can by tearing them down. And you can gain more friends by taking a few minutes from each day to do something kind for someone, whether it be a friend or a complete stranger. What a difference one person can make!”
-this is wat it means by be a TRUE fren.. put up a fake front? how long can u do that? and it wont be that hard to juz cheer ppl's life up rite? even thou they are strangers.. cos u'll nv noe one day they'll become ur frens..-

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
-yes man! no point tryin to act mr or ms nice person n tryin to suck up to anyone out there.. wat's the point? they'll see thru it real soon.. and if those that u call FRENS mind ur flaws, they're not true frens.. cos they cant accept u for who u truly are..-

"The friendship that can cease has never been real.”
-yeap.. if a someone can say things like "eh i got no time for our frenship wait til i more free thn we build that frenship hor" i tink forget it ba.. no point havin this kinda frens..-

“There are those who pass like ships in the night, who meet for a moment, then sail out of sight with never a backward glance of regret; folks we know briefly then quickly forget. Then there are friends who sail together, through quiet waters and stormy weather, helping each other though joy and through strife. And they are the kind who give meaning to life.”
-yes.. frens come n go.. u onloi need to identify the true ones who stays n cherish them.. be thankful for those who left.. cos they made u realise who's the real ones-

“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”
-frens dun have to keep talkin n talkin nonstop.. when u nee them to be juz there n sit by u to juz accompany u.. and they dun mind at all.. that's true gd frens-

“Friendship is like a glass ornament, once it is broken it can rarely be put back together exactly the same way.”
-YES!!!!!!! same as r/s.. TRULY AGREE TO THE MAX!!!!! NOTHIN MORE I CAN SAY!! that's y i cherish every single one of my fren.. til they prove to me i shudnt thn i wont care-

"Misfortune tests friends, and detects enemies”
-think this is wat ppl meant by blessing in disguise.. u see who's the true ones when u're down n reali reali down.. those who stays n go thru with u r the real ones..-

"But what is the good of friendship if one cannot say exactly what one means? Anybody can say charming things and try to please and to flatter, but a true friend always says unpleasant things, and does not mind giving pain. Indeed, if he is a really true friend he prefers it, for he knows that then he is going good.”
-if he/she is a true fren they definitely wil wan the best of their frens de rite.. of cos if u wan the best u have to correct ur fren's flaws.. so i guess by sweet talkin onli prove u're fake! i'm glad i always say hurtful things.. but i say when i mean them la =X i dun anyhow de ok..-

**LIFE**

"Accept everything about yourself - I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end - no apologies, no regrets." -Clark Moustakas
-hmm maybe i need to learn this.. love myself for who i am.. dun wanna change any part of me unless it's reali wrong.. cos that's juz me..-

"Life at any time can become difficult: life at any time can become easy. It all depends upon how one adjusts oneself to life." -Morarji Desai
-i also needa learn this.. haha.. learn to look at things from different angles.. be optimistic n smile cos nothin's impossible n there's bound to be a solution for every problem-

"Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, you're right!" -Henry Ford
-haha this is a chim one.. a cute one in fact.. tink u can n u're rite! tink u cant u're also rite.. lol! so might as well tink u can rite? hahaha! nice one!-

"There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other." -By Douglas Everett
-i wan dedicate this to everyone! esp to those in my crew.. let's true our dream into reality! cos i noe that's possible!!!-

"Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great.”
-ppl who scolds u or discourage u r not great ppl.. reali! they might be successful.. but so wat! they dunno wat r human emotions n they dunno how to help one another. summary, they suck-

there's alot of things i needa learn in life.. how to handle stress.. how to judge a person.. how to handle sadness and convert them into happiness.. how to be more optimistic.. when i reali learn it i can thn say i'm a very very gd girl.. haha! =) my tiao jian not bad rite =\ sorry if i'm BHB but i reali tink i'm not bad noe.. haha =X maybe appearance wise i fail abit la =\ but my character's gd rite? a nice fren is me rite? reali la.. heehee! it'll be ur lost if u dun have me as a fren same.. if i dun have u as a fren it'll be my lost =) cos i noe nice ppl hang out with nice ppl! haha =X tryin to be darn BHB.. but i'm now tryin to cut off al the bad "roots" that had accidentally clinged onto me =\ some of u noe wat i'm talkin bout la.. if i can i'll wish i can turn it into a gd root as well.. but proven it's VERY VEY bu ke neng =\ too bad thn.. the onli way is to cut off.. if nt me as a plant wil wilt reali soon! =\ ok enough of BHB-ness le.. heehee.. goin off to bed! yea! tml dance again! DANCE DANCE DANCE! ZzzzZzzzzZzzz... (_-_)

-i shall onli allow myself to see u in my dream.. cos that's the onli time i can see the perfect u.. w/o the mask.. w/o the lies.. purely onli the gd u.. thou it'll be a lie i made to myself.. but that's the best i can do..-