Melody of my Life..

no trust no love..

this is true isnt it? when there's no trust there's no love.. and vie versa.. sigh i dunno why is this happening to me.. shud i be glad or shud i frown?? smile- it matters to him.. frown- he doesnt trust at all.. sobs.. felt so dead and dunno wat to do now.. sigh~ like wat fairy said.. he might be juz insecure.. afterall we met in a club and ppl revolves ard me are all clubbers.. lousy clubbing guys that are famous for F-and-go.. sorry if i offend anyone here but it's juz the fact.. that's one reason why i'm gonna be MIA from WG already.. maybe at the most just sometimes drop by for events or help out in ticketing ba.. like i've told sueann too that i will have to stop all these sooner or later.. this is NOT the kind of life i should be leading.. ok now i've gotta be firm to wan to leave this kinda life.. bidding gdbye is never easy.. especially when i simply am enjoyin this life which seems to be rotten.. yucks.. dunno wat am i actually typing here anyway wil be back after i tink things thru.. sigh~

insecurities sucks