heart breaks after heart breaks. wat more can life be? why am i in this rotten life again? this sucks.. seriously.. why is it always girls the ones that suffers? does guys actually understand wat we're thinking? somehow i wish to leave this place.. leave this rotten place that's filled with heartbreaks. i dun deny there's beautiful memories here.. i dun deny there's wonderful frens here. and this is where i grew up.. but still.. it's far too rotten..
i wish to leave this place.. i wish to be away. maybe when i'm reali gone, ppl wil start to cherish me.. or maybe when i'm gone, no difference wil there be... i dunno.. i seems like nothing to everyone.. i seem like juz another soul surviving in this world.. another soul there to let ppl step al over me.. i felt so down.. so trampled by all.. so.. useless..
what difference do i made being in this world? why is the world so ugly? why is everything so surface? when wil i ever find someone that truly know me within and cherish me from within? i can be someone popular.. i can be someone everyone wants to get close to. but wat's the point when everyone does that surfacely? i dunno which is more important now.. i used to think as long i have a normal looking appearance with a beautiful heart.. that's enuff..
but the world seems so demanding now that my thots have changed.. shud i be more selfish and wants the best out of everything? or shud i stay the same iko that stays contented? i'm lost.. very lost..
i've turned my back on this world..
