Melody of my Life..

omg la.. recently i tink i'm having emotional break downs T.T came across this video in facebook.. it's about relationship as well.. but not BGR.. it's more of a relationship between a dad and a daughter.. i hated my dad.. and i believe it takes a miracle for me to forgive him.. but i teared so badly when i heard this song and watch the vid.. sigh~ i too wish my dad could be the one who pass me to my husband in the future.. sigh~ i miss those days when i still have a perfect home :( oh well.. here's the vid and lyrics..



Daddy, You can let go now - Crystal shawanda

Wind blowing on my face
Sidewalk flying beneath my bike
A five year olds first taste
Of what freedom's really like
He was running right beside me
His hand holding on the seat
I took a deep breath and hollered
As I headed for the street

"You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go"

I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one I've been a daughter
To one I soon would be a wife
When the preacher asked
"Who gives this woman?"
Daddy's eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
'Til I whispered in his ear:

"You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still feels a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go"

It was killing me
To see the strongest man I ever knew
Wasting away to nothing in that hospital room
"You know he's only hanging on for you"
That's what the night nurse said
My voice and heart were breaking
As I crawled up in his bed and said:

You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Your little girl is ready to do this on my own
Its gonna be a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go
You can let go

i wish to forgive..