Melody of my Life..

i think this is seriously fuck up.. to all performers out there.. let me ask you this.. put urself in my situation.. u got a show for a roadshow.. and the promised paid price is $710.. u rehearsed for it and even got urself injured.. u choreographed for it.. u taught everyone else it.. u did ur best to show the fucking client watever u have even thou it's not perfect.. and after watching it, the client promised that u'll onli do the show for weekend and onli giving out flyers on weekdays.. and the pay REMAINS the same..

ended up.. on the very actual day.. they told u that "u dun have to come down anymore as ur part is cancelled for the weekday.. and ur pay reduces to 300bucks.." and wait.. the show is at 5pm.. meeting time is at 4.30pm.. and they called at 4.15pm.. and i've done my make up and hair for it.. OEI~ make up no need money one ar??? come on la.. fucking organisers can be more professional ornt? do they acually noe what the fuck is professionalism?? big middle finger to them. and during the preparation for the show, they keep requesting us to change this and change that.. like so WTF?!

i seriously am mad over this.. imagine i paid 200 over for my medical fee.. and now i'm earning 300??? and i work so hard?! seriously am boiling inside X( and i have this fucking sch fee to pay.. i'm short of 500bucks.. i thot after this show i could get to pay my sch fee and left 200 more to replace my medical fee.. now?! i stil have to find money for my fees! damn it! and i onli earn a fucking pathetic 100bucks for doin so much. cant imagine this.. the lowest pay ever for a show.. and wat's worst.. the weekend shows are not onli 1 show ok.. we have to do like 4 or more times a day? 2days = 8 or more times and i earn pathetic 100bucks..

i'm seriously thinking hard should i or should i not go for it.. cheebye.. i'm not goin to train hard i swear.. and i'm not goin to promise i'll be able to be there on thurs for clients fucking "i wanna see the item" NO WAY~ u pay for wat u get.. u pay so low thn so low shall the item be.. dun expect to get a professional dancer here as well since u're not professional urself.. fuck u client.. i hope u get bang down by the car and get ramped over by the train.. i hope u get fuck hard and o hope u have no mothers' day.. ccb!