Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Stitchy is love!



Wheeeeeeee xD here's the 4 stitchy bii caught for me last sat at suntec hehe~ all different sizes wor kekez~ the miniest one is clipped to my bag so day day bring him out xD the other 3 too big to bring out so just hug 1 to slp at nite while the other 2 watch me to slp xD anyway it's the first time a guy ever caught bears for me :) ty bii **loves** guess he spent a big bomb on it =\ thou many might say "isnt it better if he use the money to buy something else for u?" nope~ to me i think this is where the heart comes in ba :) the effort, patience, money, time spent.. hehe xD

happy girl i am

Monday, May 25, 2009

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sorry for spamming but bf says i nv mention him in my blog.. so here it is :D
tml thn update more with the pictures of my newly caught stitchy by bf xD
nite nite
it's funny how KPO singaporeans can be.. like SERIOUSLY~ issues between me n him need other ppl to come and scold n advice us? omfg~ we're no longer kids u noe =.= he mentioned that his campmate took his phone and replied the sms to me for him.. to his dearest campmate.. hello do i even noe u? do u even fking noe wat is goin on? listening to one sided stories doesnt help anything u noe? and for ur information.. it's best not to listen to a single side at all ok? stop poking ur nose into someone elses matters.. who are u to reply on his behalf? are u his gay bf? or his father? kaos~ get a life.. and also to miss chen.. stop poking ur nose into our affair also i beg of u get far far away from me.. i dun need ur lashing u noe? who are u to call me shameless? u very not shameless meh? omg~ dun force me to say things out :) and who are u to say things bout us? are u in the r/s? no? are u his gf? no? are u even his sister? no? and do u noe his THAT well? more thn me? NO~ so pls.. stfu and control ur own life. cant even handle ur life properly stil wan care bout other's life.. wat a joke.. i guess he just have very very very KPO frens ard him.. it's no wonder he always gets influence so easily.. ha~ to these frens of his.. pls la.. let him have some say in his own life can? stop trying to control it for him.. do u guys reali tink u understand him that fking well? u guys reali noe wat he wants? u guys might noe wat he need but definitely not wat he wants ok~ pls let him have some say.. if not he'll forever be this weak.. u're not helping him at all by doin all these.. my advice.. let him have a SAY.. thanks..

a note to u shin: i wont say i'm a perfect fren.. maybe i'm not even a gd fren to u.. and i have no rights to even comment on ur frens.. but still these frens are just trying to control ur life.. telling u things.. be it truth or untruth.. go ahead and listen to them if u wan to.. my advice is please get a firm stand for urself.. u're too easily influenced.. u need not care bout wat i say.. just leaving a note thou.. just wish u all the best in ur life and hopefully u can finally grow up having ur own firm stand n not being pulled ard by others.. you wanna noe ur weakness? it's not that u're soft.. it's not that u're too nice.. it's just that u always dun voice ur own opinions out.. why is it that when we're tgt, u can voice things that u dun like out so clearly? and yet now u're letting ppl controlling ur life? tink about it and hope u'll be a stronger guy that a girl can lean on ba.. tc

Sunday, May 24, 2009

now i noe the truth :)

to think i stil care for someone when she's being down.. to think i still wish her all the best deeply from my heart.. to think i still don't wan to confront her even if she betrayed my trust.. to think i still treat her as a fren deespite she being a hypocrite.. i was dumb~ the biggest fool to even befriend her.. to be called shameless by her? omg~ i wonder who's the shameless one that sleeps ard with guys.. oopss i didnt let that secret out did i? :) no wonder her bf dumps her :)

from now on, dun ever mention chen xuemin this name in my life.. i've totally removed her from my life and wants nothing to do with her :)

hypocrite..

heartless creature..

to think i still ask nicely if i could have my dog back.. i've got every rights to get him back dun i? when the agreement was broken, he broke everything.. i'll never be soft hearted to him.. i guess i've paid him back everything.. ya i still owe him money.. dun worry i'll pay back.. i'm not that shameless :) and dun forget he still owe me my dog :) i'll get him back too.. call me shameless call me bitch.. i wont get soft ever again towards selfish creatures like these people :)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

totally disappointed!
i'm not a maria~

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

i've never felt so drained in my entire life.. giving and giving.. it's tiring.. no one understands.. no one will know.. i'll be strong and take all loads on me.. til the day i collapse.. i'll trade my dreams, my passion, my love for my survival in this world.

i've been forsaken..
i need a gd cry..
:(

Monday, May 11, 2009

it's quite funny when now i'm out of the circle to look at relationships in the point of a viewer.. haven been seeing MSN nicks like "let's stop contacting one another ba.." or things like "i'm sorry i've hurt you but t's for the best.." -____________- hello?! wat is the world becoming? or is it always like this? o.O why is everyone getting oh-my-fcuking-godly so emo? does stop contacting one another helps anything? does hurting someone helps the someone? and yet knowing that you purposely hurt the someone u stil tell the peron "i hurt u" wtf?! i'm seriously beginning to not understand this world of love and hate =\

i also realise we humans love to say things we dun mean.. or maybe we TRY to pass the msg across but failed most of the times.. example? when someone says no to something, n their heart it's always a "yes pls beg me pls yes yes yes".. this is human isnt it? dun deny.. it's the fact.. we're just lowly creatures that are seriously in chinese call "fan jian" =.= i 100% agree on this ok~ we reali need to learn how to cherish somethings or someone ba.. it isnt easy for 2 person to crosss path out of the billions of ppl in the world.. there's a reason why we appear in one another's life and dun regret when it's too late for anything..

stop finding faults with ur another half and fcuking think of his/her good point.. we tend to lose our mind and onli look at the bad side of things when we get involve in a quarrel or fight.. but my advice.. stay cool, take time away from the fight and use ur brain/heart to think.. how good is the person to u? how many happy memories you both spent tgt? and wat will happen to u if he/she dies infront of u this minute? i believe when these are taken into consideration, the love wil go grow stronger ba..

just my 2cents worth thou.. sprouting abit of nonsense here in my lousy blog to pass time.. am waiting to get to work thou.. lala~ oh ya in case no one knows.. i'm currently working at a lan shop at boon lay shopping center.. visit me if u're free :D ** no free coms thou =x hehe~


cherish..
is the key to success..