have been having quite lotsa thots in my head for the past few days.. joshua mentioned something that reali struck me so hard.. it has nothing to do with my r/s or watsoever.. it's just his views on r/s.. he mentioned that in a r/s, it tends to be the guy giving their all in the beginning of the r/s.. and in the later part of the r/s when everything kinda stabled down, the girls will be the ones giving their all while the guy keeps receiving.. he said that these kinda r/s wil never work.. a good r/s that'll work is where both parties give and take the equal amount.. isnt it just so true?? i have this fren that was with her ex bf for more thn 7 yrs.. engaged and bought a house.. but all along she's the one that's giving her all while her bf's the type that receives.. the ending is the same.. a break up.. or shud i say divorce? ha~ r/s seems so hard to maintain and so complicated to understand.. but for me personally i tink that love is very simple.. it's when 2 hearts tinks for one another.. trying to compromise to one another.. of cos being fair and reasonable is a must.. but when you truly love someone, you'll just automaticaly compromise to them wont you? at least i will.. i've always believed that there's one person out there, that possesses the power to tame the lil devil in me one day.. i guess i found him.. and he walked away.. but it's ok.. as long as i know i've finally found one of the 3 main guy in my life.. ppl say in one's life you'll meet 3 person in your life..

1. Someone that loves you the MOST
2. Someone that you love the MOST
3. the one you spent your entire life with

and 3 of them might be different person.. if you happen to have 2 of them the same person, you're already considered very blessed.. til now.. i'm quite very sure i've found number 2.. the one i love the most.. i can never be so sure.. the one that loves me most? i'm stil watching.. haha~ maybe til now it's him.. and i'm thankful that i'm considered very blessed :) well.. just some random nonsense about love again from my ikologic hehe~ i'm just bored and needed a space to typed out all these ikologic hopefully i can lease a book one day =x ok lame~ gd nite~


single sided love wil never last..
even if it last, it'll just be responsibilities..
so what's the point?

school's started but i aint goin to school this week.. am stil busy getting stuff for my new home in woodlands.. finally gotten a big house thou it's just rent only.. but still i'm glad i got it :) it's so much nearer to my stupid school.. will be attending school starting next monday since i'm almost done with my packing of house.. now all i need to do is pack up my mood and get myself mentally prepare for school.. life has been so dead for me now.. wake up, buying grocery, pack house, end of my day.. how damn dead can this be? my only activity now is to go hilltop with xuemin to drink.. many have ask me out for club.. but hello~~ my bone rusty le.. cant party like ever le.. tml might be heading to boiler with fairy darling.. hopefully i can get the mood to be in a party place ba.. kinda hate that place now since it'll bring back memories.. argh~ sucks to be me.. sucks to be in this state now.. i always feel so lonely nowadays.. always am in need of companion.. xuemin, laoeh and mummy are my main company now.. hopefully i can live my life like the past soon ba..

imu :(