"不必再拥抱时感觉忐忑，失去后比拥有踏实了"

能够勇敢的唱这首歌吗？



"不必再拥抱时感觉忐忑，失去后比拥有踏实了"
我不希望有机会唱它。。

希望你能遵守你的承诺
11.13.16

梦一场

i like to post songs which represents my feelings so here goes..

 

梦一场

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺

我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活

只是这样的日子 同样的方式

还要多久

我们改变了态度而接纳了对方

我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想

只是这样的日子 还剩下多少

已不重要

时常想起过去的温存

它让我在夜里不会冷

你说一个人的美丽是认真

两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样 像梦一场

我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方

我能原谅 你的荒唐

荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样 如梦一场

我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶

让你去疯 让你去狂

让你在没有我的地方坚强

时常想起过去的温存

它让我在夜里不会冷

你说一个人的美丽是认真

两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样 像梦一场

我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方

我能原谅 你的荒唐

荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样 如梦一场

我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶

让你去疯 让你去狂

让你在没有我的地方坚强

让我在没有你的地方疗伤

our love makes me feel like a dream. so beautiful yet so unreal.. i am insecure.. i cant help it. how i wish it's not and won't be a dream.. too much uncertainty, too much unknown.. i dunno how long i can handle this. if it's reali just a dream, please wake me up soonest. i'm slowly being drained.. super drained....

-MYDL

Your Choice

am getting a lil emotional and feel like hitting a few keys here on my dusty blog. so here goes a very personal message from yours truly to general guys out there. i'm not saying ALL guys.. but generally..

If you realised that your girl is getting more and more beautiful each day, give urself a pat. You’ve done a good job. If you realized that your girl is getting more and more frail or ugly each day, give urself a slap. Cos you’re the reason behind it all. No matter how beautiful a girl is born, without happiness, they turned into a depressed person eventually. And at the same time, no matter how ugly a girl is born, when they meet the one who truly appreciates them and brings happiness into their lives, they bloom into a beautiful flower that doesn’t wither.

Do yourself and everyone a favour, stop crushing hearts if you’re not sure that she’s the one. Stop sugar coating everything and than suddenly throw her alone while you go hunt for your next or “better” target, keeping her as your spare. Girls are not toys or tools for you to pleasure yourself. We’re human with flesh and blood too. If you cant make her the one and only, than don’t even step into her life. We’re selfish creature. We do not share. We maybe silly but we’re definitely not stupid. We know too much, but it’s cos of this stupid thing call “love” we chose to be silly. Many times, many of us knows perfectly too well that we stand too little in your heart. We just kept mum about it simply because we love you and hoped for a miracle that one fine day, we'll finally get your full attention. Do not take it for granted.

Make your choice, to have a beautiful girl who would do almost anything for you, or a crushed heart which bleeds everyday.

i'm not a blogger or someone famous. i'm just a normal person and i'm pretty sadden by the mystery of the MH370. I have a prayer and i wish whoever that comes across this blog wil join me in it as the bible says "For where two or three have gathered together in My name, I am there in their midst." - Matthew 18:20

Dear Lord, 

As many are still worried and feeling lost over the mystery of the MH370 flight which went missing on 8 March 2014, I pray that you will give them strength and be their guide. Let them not be dismay and let them not stray for you are always with them. 

 May your wings protect the 239 precious child of yours whose status are unknown to the world now. Many are clinging to a thin string of hope for miracle. and many still believes they will return. Let this not be a war of religion nor nationality nor race but let this be the unity of the human race. 

We are all your child be it we're believer in you or not, I just pray that your mercy will befall upon all those who are involved. May your angels watch over them and bring peace upon them. Let this be a incident to allow the world to witness your glory and not the ones of satan. Let this misery be over soon and i pray for peace and joy for the ones who are feeling lost now.

I pray that you will grant the authorities the wisdom and let them solve this mystery asap. many countries have played a part in assisting to search and rescue those that went missing. let this effort not be in vain but let them be joybringers who will bring good news and joy back to those empty hearts.

I pray for your protection over those involved in the search and rescue as well that they will be safe and guided by your light. I pray sincerely that everything will turn out fine and that your name be glorify. Let there be hope and let your miracle work. 

 In Jesus' most precious name I pray. 
Amen

Happy Birthday to my Dear daddy Jesus!

It was another special X'mas i had.. a xmas without alcohol, without nightlife spots.. no hardcore partying, no drunkness.. just a nice BBQ / gathering at gib's cuz's place.. it was a beautiful house and i'm thankful that we're invited. it was a simple gathering and we played games and had BBQ. But i love simple christmases :) spending time with your loved ones and remembering what christmas is all about.. sweetness! After all the fun and laughters, gifts and parties.. it's time to remember how and why we have christmas.. It's the dear birthday of my saviour Jesus Christ. The day he came to die for us. the day God show us his perfect love. I thank you dear Jesus, for bringing me into this world, for creating me in your likeness, for loving me no matter how broken i am, and for blessing me with wonderful people in my life. This day, I urge that the world will not forget the true meaning of Christmas. I pray that more will come and see the light. I pray that I will be a blessings to those I met and I will be your vessel to spread your gospel. Help me to do good and glorify your name. Help me to place you first more than anything or anyone in my life. Help me to keep my eyes on you firmly and nothing wavers me. Your beautiful promise to us will always be remembered and you are my precious Jesus, Precious Love. Thank you God, for sending your one and only son to die for us and to save us from slavery. I pray that on this day mankinds will be delivered and more will come to see Jesus' face. More will come to witness the beauty of your grace and more hearts will be touched and healed by your amazing grace. Hallelujah! Happy birthday my Dear Daddy Jesus! xoxo

happy w simplicity

Love it so much when my boy is planning for his career:) and of cos, love it so much when he accompany me the entire day even aft he's so tired frm reservist and still acc my idiotic frens :) appreciate damn much. And oh i love playin funrun with him at home wahaha! Quality time spent tgt <3 happy="" me="" p="">

happy birthday my dearest brother

just realised that it's my brother's birthday..

dear khim chuan kor.. happy 27th birthday..
it's been 11 yrs since u left us..
hope u've find ur peace..
thanks for always watching over us..
miss u much as always.

with love n misses
ur mei always.. me